♥ tam hong

haha, you’ve been downgraded from being my boyfriend to being my “crush”? tram says i should write about her, but i think i’m going to stick to you. you know why? because you’re my babe! anyways okay, let’s start from the beginning, when i first met you. it was right after the drama field trip, and we were eating lunch. i was talking to some people and i noticed you out of the corner of my eye. i was like, “hi, i’m tam!” and you were like “hey, i’m tony.” and then we shook hands, and that’s how it all began. but then that was it, we didn’t really talk after that. i remember i added you on myspace and you accidnetly rejected me. and you came up to me the next day and were like, “add me again, i rejected you!” ahha, wow. but yeah, that was the beginning.

but then in mid-april, we started talking. i don’t know why, i think it was through angela. but yeah we became really good friends, i told you everything and it’s really ironic that you’ve gone through all the problems i had with those BOYYS and now you’re the boy i talk to other people about, not bad or anything. it’s just funny. but yeah, during summer, i was sad because one of those “boys” and you did the sweetest thing ever. i remember you were like, “i’ll be back in 15 minutes, stay on!” and i was like “okay…” and so you left and when you came back you were like “check behind the wheel of your mom’s car” and i was like “ummm okay…” so when i went to check, i found the ice cream that you owed me and a note that said “sunlight, sunshine, all for you my daisy.” awww, yeah.

and then, i broke my computer that was not blocked by all those crazy parental controls i have and for the second half of summer, we didn’t talk. i occasionally called you and stuff, but that was all. :( so when we got back to school, this continued. we didn’t really talk. so i remember i met that kenny guy at taste of asia, and he gave me his number. after i got home i called you RIGHT AWAY, and i was like what should i do what should i doo? and you said that i should call him, and yeah… isn’t it funny? :P

then one friday after school i told you to stay after for ecology. you expected that since i told you to stay after, i would sit next to you on the late bus, but i didn’t. i sat next to jennifer… and you got mad. you were sitting across from me and you wouldn’t even talk to me! you were like really mad… and i started crying and then you felt bad, so you started wiping away my tears, :) so then that’s when we started to stay after EVERY DAY. and that’s when we became close again. and then everything progressed to THIS.

long story short, babe. i loveee you. (: and even though you’ve gone through all my crap with boys and stuff and all that stuff, you still love me. you don’t have any tainted image of me and that’s why i think you’re perfect. we’ve had our ups and downs, and all the way downs, and up up in the skies, but through everything, you were always there for me. i’m so glad that you’re mine, i’m so glad that you love me. im so happy with you, and i can’t imagine myself without you.

love,

your babe (tam :D)

Jun
24th

Thu

day 1- your best friend

everybody’s doing it!

dear miles,

we’ve been through a whole lot in the 2 years that we’ve known eachother. and i’ll admit, we haven’t always been the best of friends. last year was rocky, there were times that i didn’t talk to you because, well you knew the situation. but this year has been great. and i told you think just the other day. there are different kinds of best friends and this is the one you are:

you’re the best friend that shares the same sense of humor as me. i always see something when im not with you and i think, “wow, miles would totally laugh at this.” when we are with eachother, and something happens, we both look at eachother and start cracking up. we just KNOW. aniston says all the time, “my brother has stronger morals than most boys. he’s been raised with good morals.” and i always think to myself, “trust me, i know.” you always look out for me, and even though sometimes you go over the top, and sometimes i don’t agree with the things you say, i’ll always respect your opinion.

you’re such a judgemental person, god damnit. i think you hate more than people than anybody i’ve ever met. but at least you don’t hate me! i mean, i get it. you’re very picky about who you hang around. you know who you’ll benefit from talking to and who to stay away from, and i think that’s very smart. different from me, but very smart. let’s just say i think you’re a very cool cat.

love,

you’re bessfraynn. (pssst it’s tam)

30 day challenge

i shouldve posted the list before i posted the first post :P :)

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 —Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

Jun
18th

Fri

deja vu

everything’s repeating itself, we’re there for the person who’s always been there for us.

love,

tam&miles

May
28th

Fri

i’m not okay until we’re okay.