July 2011
2 posts
BUNNICORNS :)
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who gives me stability.
#865
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who understands that we don’t need to be the same to be together.
April 2011
2 posts
#768
achoiceinthematter:
Someone who knows the first cut is the deepest, and doesn’t mind being my bandaid.
get. the. fuck. off. GTFOGTFOGTFO.
my god!
June 2010
5 posts
i fail at the 30 day challenge. i’ll catch up in advisory. :P
day 2- your crush
dear babe,
haha, you’ve been downgraded from being my boyfriend to being my “crush”? tram says i should write about her, but i think i’m going to stick to you. you know why? because you’re my babe! anyways okay, let’s start from the beginning, when i first met you. it was right after the drama field trip, and we were eating lunch. i was talking to some people...
day 1- your best friend
everybody’s doing it!
dear miles,
we’ve been through a whole lot in the 2 years that we’ve known eachother. and i’ll admit, we haven’t always been the best of friends. last year was rocky, there were times that i didn’t talk to you because, well you knew the situation. but this year has been great. and i told you think just the other day. there are different kinds of best friends and this is...
30 day challenge
i shouldve posted the list before i posted the first post :P :)
Day 1 — Your Best Friend Day 2 —Your Crush Day 3 — Your parents Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 5 — Your dreams Day 6 — A stranger Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to Day...
deja vu
everything’s repeating itself, we’re there for the person who’s always been there for us.
love,
tam&miles
May 2010
3 posts
“i’m not okay until we’re okay.”
i love you tam.
love,
your girlfriend.
ps. you look like a hot mess.
March 2010
1 post
maybe at first i was asking myself if i could really imagine the possibility of everything being the same again. i should have been asking myself how much i would regret it if i didn’t do everything i could to make things okay.
December 2009
5 posts
the things people will do for love.
like making ugly butt chocolate chip pancakes and cutting them into a message while they’re still hot; i burned my fingers honey. and risking her life to walk out of the house and leave them for that special person.
he shouldn't have to deal with this, he shouldn't...
and i fear that soon, he won’t want to anymore.
and i’m scared he’ll realize that there’s nothing here for him that’s worth all this.
Stephen Jerzak- Together With The Sundown
some change needs to take place here.
1. i need to know why i do things; half of the time i do something and i don’t even know why i’m doing it.
2. i need to start writing poems again; scrolling back to my first posts was cool. i realize i only write poems when i’m feeling sad or nostalgic, that needs to change.
3. i. need. more. freedom. i did everything asked of me, i think...
November 2009
8 posts
i'm happy (period)
BUT, i have work to do.
-chemistry project
-ap euro essay
i have time.
get on the dancefloor, pretend you know how!
you know that someone loves you when you can’t dance but they just smile and stick by your side anyways. you know someone loves you when they appreciate the querks you have, even if those traits make you “complicated”. the preuss school ucsd, fall dance 2009; thanks for the good time.
language barrier.
even though my mom's english is basically as good as mine, she has her moments.
mom: how many pages of ap euro notes do you have?
me: nine.
mom: how many have you done?
me: none.
mom: nine? so you're done?
me: no, none.
mom: done? so you are done.
me: no, NONE. like ZERO.
mom: -starts laughing for forever-
me: -gets up and walks away-
estoy enferma
is it weird to say i like being sick sometimes? it gives me an excuse to sleep ‘til noon.
today
i had fun, i love my youth symphony friends. they keep it simple and i don’t have to think about anything except what’s then and there. we’re not band geeks, we’re just cultured. (: okay, maybe we’re band geeks.
so where do i go?
it’s funny how sometimes i look back and ask myself why i wanted what i wanted. it seems that your priorities can change so quickly in a matter of months and it makes you wonder where you’re going to be even next week. sometimes you don’t see what’s right in front of you, the chances that you could’ve taken but you let go. but regret is a useless emotion that just...
October 2009
25 posts
you know, you can’t be nonchalant about everything; some things actually matter.
something wrong with living life like this,
“it’s like you’ve closed the door, but you’re leaving it...”
– Tram Nguyen
how long can you kick somebody down before a foot...
Seemingly impervious is me, But I am sorry for you misconception. Sorry you may conceive me as one When there’s no doubt in my mind I am the other. I’m not strong, oh no, What made you think that? I am as weak as my weakest link Though you have no clue how weak that is. You take me as the person you perceive Thinking your actions have no effect On this girl so apparently unyielding But...
i had a feeling,
that tonight was gonna be a good night, and it was. haunted hotel was a blast. played hide & seek at horton afterwards until a guy called security on us. there was like 18 people so we had to split up 5, 13, i still don’t get that, but it was all good ‘cause we were like 5 seconds apart coming out: 1. me * 2. jennifer- 3. tram- 4. kathy- 5. alex- 6. jessica- 7. miles- 8. michael*...
you make me soti- smile on the inside;
you would make me soto but then again, i can’t let you believe you make me unbelievably happy, even if it’s true…
i hate the feeling of saying the wrong thing. you come home and think, “wow, there was a way better way that i could’ve said that.” but hey, what’s done is done and what you said can’t be changed. but what can change is what you will say; choose your words wisely.
“remember the day when we started this? you made the shape of my heart with your...”
everybody wants something they shouldn't want.
as for me? i guess youl’l just have to find out when i get it. and why do i feel like should be putting “maniacal laughter” between two asterisks here?
yup, he's ice cream.
Miles: oh
well, he is lucky
me: why
Miles: he gets so many chances from someone as beautiful as you
me: awhhhhhhhhhh
that just made my day
to a special person:
i feel lately like we’re growing apart i long to go back to the very start when you had me and i had you when you were the one i told everything to but lately we’ve had no time for eachother and the friendship we had with one another you’re still the one i want to talk to i want to make you proud in everything i do you’re my inspiration, you’re the best person a...
“it’s better to say too much than never say what you need to say.”
whitegurl:
goodnightvenom:
I always wonder if people from my past think about me as much as I think about them. Maybe they made more of an impact on me than I did to them. Maybe they don’t even remember me, I don’t know. What I do know is that a lot of my really good memories involve the people from my past and although I no longer miss them, I always wonder about how things could have been.
...
“don’t worry tam, i’d break my nose before i’d drop you.”
– Nataly Luque
“just brush it off, right?”
– Miles Clark
are you feeling fine? yes, i'm feeling fine.
you know that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach, in your lungs, and in the back of your eyes? it feels like you haven’t breathed for forever and it burns ‘cause you’re not used to it. it’s the feeling you get when nothing’s right and everything’s wrong. there’s something missing and you’re at the point where you’re beginning to shut...
“if you’re gonna be two-faced at least make one of them pretty.”
– Marilyn Monroe
“you do things for everybody but yourself.”